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210 days
JC is never like secondary school. In less than 24 hours, I will be having my Biology test. The next day would be Chemistry test and I will end off the week with an Economics test. In 76 days time, I will be sitting for my Mid Year Papers. 210 days from today, it will be the major thing. The big A. Like wow, time flies. I have an average of 42 days to study for each subject before my major papers. 42 days for more than 20 chapters of chemistry, 42 days for more than 16 chapters of math, 42 days to familiarize with endless GP topics, 42 days to memorise more than 7 chapters of biology, each with at least 30 pages long, and lastly, 42 days to study for 2 books of Economics and make sure that all the limitations, diagrams and theories are at my finger tip. I am overwhelm by extremely high stress level. I can now put to use the emotional first aid skills I’ve learnt last time.
Going through this emotional roller coaster of a combination of nervousness, frustrations and fuming rage.
Do not, ask me about every single thing. Do not, tell me you understand me. Do not, console me by telling me there’s still time. Do not, say sorry. Do not, tell me you will try to understand me. Do not, say you will put yourself in my shoes and think for me. Do not, say that you’ve failed. Do not, tell me you love me. Do not, try to do something. Do not, comment on anything. You do need to leave me alone.
DO NOT ASSUME THAT I AM TALKING ABOUT YOU.
